"This is Not an Existential Crisis"

Poem Entitled: "This is Not an Existential Crisis" Written on: 25/09/17.



I pace back and forth recollecting the memories
Within the shadows of each garment

All the sweat and tears
The parading of a love
Of a want.
For one another.
Each moment having you near to me
Each thought in sync with yours
Every chance I've let go of
Of grace that flooded me.

Another cake cut
People have gathered here today
In celebration of a life
She sits still
With a life lived as best as she knows
Another man vows his "I dos"
Another cry of baby's first breath of life.


Where does it leave you?
Where do I go from here?
The broken pieces you've left for me
Tossed into the sky of an eternity
Everlasting Creator You reach for me
Past the hands of time,what do I have left for You?
The sting of yesterday still beating against my chest
Nothing that wine fancies
Nothing that conversation can cure
Help me breathe on.


~fin~




xoxo

In grace,

Kesara




Currently listening to:  "You're Gonna be ok" by Jenn Johnson

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0PCblOjOxg

Poetry: After Midnight Writing

Entitled: "Theres So much Grace"

May You give us two- fold and more.
Every tear that's shed on this page
May You give us two-fold and more.
Every stint of pain
May You give us two fold and more.
Every ounce of fear,distrust and doubt in another
May You give us two-fold and more.
Every moment I've acknowledged the pain
Every time I've uncovered Your paths
May You give us two-fold and more.
There is a name
For every time you've gotten up to leave
For every time you've flickered a cigarette in open air
For every time you've choked on your thoughts and bed sheets
For every minute you've found ways to control time
Me.
For all times you've taken to lie



May you fall to your knees.
May you be given two-fold.




~fin~


Maybe Ill be doing a Grace/forgiveness entry soon but in the meantime,hoping you guys are enjoying the poetry being posted of late. Stay tuned! There's more entries to come!

Dig Deeper:

"But to this day whenever Moses is read, a veil [of blindness] lies over their heart; 16 but whenever a person turns [in repentance and faith] to the Lord, the veil is taken away. 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty [emancipation from bondage, true freedom]. 18 And we all, with unveiled face, continually seeing as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are progressively being transformed into His image from [one degree of] glory to [even more] glory, which comes from the Lord, [who is] the Spirit."- 
2 Corinthians 3:15-18






In grace,
xoxo


Kesara






Currently Listening to:  "Heaven Come" by Jenn Johnson Bethel Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3kxWMq7gGF8

Questions on Solo Travelling

 "Oh the places I'll go".I look across to my enormous bookshelf that occupies one quarter of my bedroom that semblances a snowy top of Mount Robson,British Columbia.The weight of travel looms over me like never before and suddenly I realise I live in comfort.My life is not perfect and it never has been but throughout its imperfections I've constantly learnt to be content in what I do have. Life is not perfect even now,a degree,four years of golden job experience in the field I studied for,a house of three dependents. It still haunts me. I can't wait to feel the seat of a plane yet again. To be able to travel independently hundreds or thousands or miles away from here. To endure boring or unclear safety instructions and question why universities create a system of coercion whereby you are made to overthink things. I wonder if I'll become addicted to travel. I wonder if I'll always feel displaced. I wonder if  my experiences will cause me to never leave again. I wonder if I'll return only wandering  to find some sense of belongingness. If my belongingness beckons a call elsewhere."Oh the places I'll go".

Not sure if any of you out there remember activities like these,but do you think you are in the same place you thought you'd be ten (10) years ago? Or five (5) years ago?

In grace,

xoxo

Kesara

Credits: 

-Randoh House

-www.http//Seusville.com

Currently Listening to:

"Build My LIfe" by Amanda Cooke,Bethel Worship

Song Written by:Housefires

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lEuldF9RQ00

Poetry: After Midnight Writing "None and the Same"

 

                                     















 Poem Entitled: "None and the Same"  

We wait even when it rains
We wait across time barriers and oceans
We wait against the stares and indignant looks
We wait with our skin colours of different hues

We are made up of none and the same.

We wait in the darkness of night
When a lightbulb blows dim
When flickered lights turn off
We wait when stores retreat to a close

We are none and the same.

We wait when others have fallen asleep
When some have gone to work
We wait  for life beyond airport terminals
We wait for our breaths to remain in synced
As our heartbeats compose unison
We wait for hope in a midnight sky


We are the same.

~fin~



Dig Deeper:



"If we say that we have fellowship with Him, and walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. 7 But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanses us from all sin."-I John 1:6




In grace,

xoxo

Kesara



Photo/Image Credits: 

theres.none



Artist on 2nd Sketch: "Henn Kim"




Currently Listening to:

"First Love" by Jonathan and Melissa Helser

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R22DtL-mC-o