Waiting In the Busy-ness...

I am up late writing this... I cant seem to stick to blogging more frequently as I thought I would have. Maybe this is just a phase and one day I shall reach the epitome to what most bloggers I know experience. Blogging syndrome. This syndrome which permeates through and through until all blogging and writing must be documented and released for the blogging community to view quickly and at least TWICE as faster in frequency. I can hope,cant I?

So many things have happened recently from my absence on here. I am almost through the month of September and while a handful of errands are incapable of being accomplished which worries me more often than not these days; my thoughts are occupied amongst a great score of other things.
I have taught beginners french to some kids within a few months. I relearnt the feeling of travelling via taxis here. Maxis,rather. Isnt it a funny word? I also thought it was hilarious simply because "Maxi" reminded me of my brothers childhood friend. Of course,theres the other "maxi" which reminds me of a female item.
While my journey of teaching created more independence for me, I wished I had seized more opportunities through it. Teaching is to remain a side hobby of mine however the time schedule seems unredeemable.
I tried thinking of the many things I learnt through teaching about children and their behaviours. However, I did not learn much. I more so learnt how parents feel and all the things they do not want to hear from a teacher,or outside perspective.

Things are so different,now. It is odd not having to be back at school for the semester as it is my first time away from school seeing that I am not pursuing my Masters at this time. During school, I figured if I wasnt pursuing my Masters abruptly after, I would surely be busy planning my own wedding and working. It is funny actually being in the situation for myself. Even funnier seeing that so many things in life take a gradual process. Thats what im doing. Waiting...though at times it's seemingly annoying,unbearable.I am stuck waiting. Waiting on His perfect time. Initially,after talks with my beau,I thought I needed to wait on him and myself. Now it seems like im waiting on God. I have learnt though that there is no better way to wait than through busying oneself. I am trying hard to do so nonetheless.

I can feel leaves turning inside...though there is no fall around me.

Through this waiting,so many things seem to be happening. Things that are unwarented at times but as Tim Hughes says:

" but this one thing...that I know, Jesus, You're faithful and true".

Dig Deeper:

Habakkuk 3:17-18

(NKJV)- 17" Though the fig tree may not blossom, Nor fruit be on the vines; Though the labor of the olive may fail, And the fields yield no food; Though the flock may be cut off from the fold, And there be no herd in the stalls-- 18 Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation."